The future

Shit.

I finally found someone I care so
much about but at this part in my life is when people go so many different ways (not sexuall) that it seems like a long distance relationship is pretty saddening.

Shit again.

I have so much to say haha but it's hard to say it! Ok. So my girlfriend is transfering down south next semester and I'm not. Why? Because I'm staying here to go to the EMT academy and the fire academy, which is gonna take like a year to complete! Which really isn't that bad of thing, I'll just miss her a whole lot. Then! Instead of moving down there, I was told I should do the hot shots or get on some seasonal hand crew over the summer so that will help me get into a fire station even easier.

I don't know. It just feels like we're going so many different ways that it seems hard. I want to stay in a relationship with her no doubt! But I have never been in a long distance relationship like this before. Skype can only be so personal and romantic ya know? I don't know. I wish I could see how this all plays out but as of now I'm pretty sad about all of it.

Until the next time!!
-MAX